Saturday, January 20, 2007
9:34 PM
Back blogging.. =p Exams coming.. But no time to study as there are lots of projects lately. I am so stressed la.. I had just hand in 1 report but still left with 4 projects and had to present 3 of them. I am so worried for the effective communication one cos always seems to can't do well as there aren't eye contact and I had a habit of looking at my scripts when I'm nervous, I tend to forget everything. Just pray on that day God will bless me and take away my nervousness or teach me how to handle those nervousness. I haven't even start revising for my exams! Argh!!! Actually I'm not only stressing over school work but other things too which I can't say. Cos so many things had happened. Sometimes when ppl ask me wat happened? I don know how to tell them. I guess I am not good in saying out my true feelings but end up lying.. The truth is I don't like my life, it's full of unhappiness. When I feel like letting go, somethings will start to happen. It's as if I cannot let go. ok I guess have to stop here. If not I will type until the next morning.. Good night...
