Chua Huiru
19 years old
Currently studying in NYP year 3 2nd Sem
Attending church svc in CHC
Lovez:
GOD OUR FATHER
My 'Darling' =p
Online Shopping
Travelling
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Saturday, June 21, 2008
9:30 PM
Recently everything has not been right for me. I really hate it in this way. Don't feel any love. Just hatred in myself. Really wanna cast everything out of my sight, even myself. Family is like broken, no love life, always do something wrong in my workplace and get scolded even though sometimes is not my fault. Really wanna find a place to hide and get away from but dunno where.. Really have this urge to get away. To be honest, I like the feeling when I got scolded by someone cos I hate myself so much. I really wanna change but bad situations always occur that made me into this. No one even understands what I went through and always tell me to calm down and relax. It seems easy for them to say this but they don't even know what I go through. and..I also get angry easily but keep it to myself as I don't really like to vent my anger out on someone else.
